Really need someone to talk to right now...

It's so shit how someone can just walk into your life and change everything.
My friends don't understand they tell me that I should just stop what's going on but its not that easy.

We were colleagues and friends, then we drank together, got to know each other and slept together.
It all spiralled from their.
Now we are flatmates but since we have moved here the world seems to be spinning a million times faster.

In the last two weeks I think there has only been one night where we haven't shared a bed and tonight your not here...
and after everything that happened today I'm left feeling like my whole world has been turned upside down.

I never ever thought I'd feel this way ever again.

It's so complicated... it's ridiculous.

All that keeps going through my head is those words you said today
"you have a lot of emotions built up inside you don't you?"

and that, right their sums me up completely. No one has ever been able to see what really lies behind everything but some how you do.